I really need some sleep..I did some babysitting yesterday, and they were actually listening to me. Well, they mostly do (luckly for me) but they're always such a pain when they have to go to bed. (Like: Hiding in the most obvious places, screaming and doing the opposide of what I'm saying.) But they only did those stuff at the first few times, they listen to me now. I hope.
Plus, I could REALLY use the money. There are so much things I want! Mostly games. Top priority are things for Abunai, but I want to buy a Gamecube. And a Gamecube needs games. So I think I'm going to buy: Tales of Symphonia, Baiten Kaitos and Harvest Moon. And then you have this Nintendo DS, I really want that thingy too. And then I almost forgot Devil May Cry 3 and Kingdom Hearts 2, release dates unknown. AND I really need a CD of Hide, or I'll die. A DVD or two couldn't hurt, right?
And I'm going to Paris with a friend and our dads! I'm really looking forward to it, I never went to Paris XD! We're always going to Italy or Spain. France is always so expensive, but I hope to find some Jrock stuff there.

But allow me to return to my lessons, I have some really hard studying to do XD

Mood: Tired..
Listening to:Naomi Tamura - Yuragu Kotonai Ai

I think someone here has a serious lack of sleep. Well, if it wasn't for that idiot Paul who calls me at 7.00 in the morning. And now I'm desperatly searching for some DNAngel torrents, and I still can't find 12 and 13. But okies, I'll live.

My first schoolday turned out to be pretty much okay. My class is really nice (one of the nicest classes), with a few exceptions ofcourse ^^; Those really annoying so called populair girls. I can just see myself scratch my nails into their little heads. But ah well, most girls hate them and they mostly THINK their populair. But that doesn't mean I often wish I could kick their mouth shut when they produce one of those creepy fake girly laughs.

I'm going to Power Unlimited Game con! Don't know what to expect cuz I've never been there. A friends said it's pretty much nerdy crowded there. Hm...but I'll see ^^ Btw, I played Phantasy Star Online with my ehm babysit thingy (he's 13 years old, but whatever.) and he talked to all the people with a microphone. I actually never KNEW the excistince of this way of gaming O.o. (Ofcourse, I knew Ragnarok online and stuff, but they never let you use microphones and your character dance or something.)

But anyways, this was another of my short and useless entries.

Mood: Sleepy..
Listening to: Hide - Junk Story

I can identify with the main character a lot. Ever since I was 7 I was trained to be a master theif, and for a while now my other side has kept trying to come out and take me over. He's crafty. He tells me lies to get me to bring him back, so I just cry myself to sleep and pretend like I can't hear him.

Yeah, well, you suck. This retard here thinks he can keep me from commenting on DNAngel, the greatest a-

NO! GO BACK WHERE YOU CAME FROM DEMON!! IT WASN'T ME WHO SET THE CAT ON FIRE.
STOP LYING, YES IT WAS. WHY WERE THE MATCHES ALL USED WHEN I CAME BACK?
I told you I put them back in the drawer where I found them.
Oh. Nevermind then.

Anyway, I really like this anime. No I don't. What?

After a few months absence, I have returned! ^^ Did you miss my whining? I guess not.
A lot of things happend, but all not too important too tell. But I've got to choose after a few months what I want to become. I really want to become a psycholist (ehm..is this the right word in english? I dunno..). It's a long story, but people always tend to come to me with their problems. They say it seems like I really actually listen to them and care. I know it sounds weird if I say this myself, but after hearing this a few times you're really going to believe it.

Gah I have too much on my mind to write here! I'm serious, one day it just HAS to come out. So I'll tell you about all those crappy dreams I have lately. Seriously, I'm so curious what the meaning of them is. And I always have the same boy/man in my dream with black hair and black clothes. I dreamed one time that I was in bath with him in my old house and another time I he lay on top of me on his bed O.o (Yes, it always has some kind of cheesy element added to it. I'm so romantic! *cough*) But last night, I dreamed he tried too shoot me. I ran away in some kind of flat and for some unknown reason I had a gun in my hand. (we all know how unlogical dreams are.) The bishie said that I didn't had the guts to shoot him. I got angry and shot him once in his chest. He said something like: "Is that all you got? C'mon, that didn't hurt at all." then smiled at me in a very creepy way and walked to me. I got all freaked out and shot him many times until he lay bleeding on the ground. Ehm, and well that was it. Pretty violent dream. Why would I shoot someone that pretty? Silly me. I think my brain is poisoned from too much violent anime/manga. Maybe I should concider a diet?

Ok enough of that crap. It's really refreshing to read your blog again. Ah, brings back memories... it motivated me to write here again. It suprised me how much I was whining about my grades. I promised myself to study better this year. And now, it is written here. So if someone actually reads this and sees that I'm complaining about my grades again: copy this part.

I have the inspiration to draw something. I think I'll go and draw now ^^ Maybe I'll post some art of myself on this blog someday. I'll update my gallery too, I have lots of neat stuff!

Mood: tired
Listening to: DNAngel OST

Just bought a magazine of it, and I must say, I already love the game! Dante looks so drooly..

BUT then again, there are some really annoying people of the male kind, who are complaining how Dante looks like 'a male escort' wtf! Did they played FFX-2? Well, I didn't heard them bitching there about how Yuna looked. Geez.

But anyways, I'm kinda depressed. My marks on school suck and I feel lonely. Yea, kinda random thing to be depressed about, and probably NOTHING compared with all the problems in the world and stuff..but well, LET ME BE DEPRESSED ^_^;; Plus, I have too less free time. I have too many games, and too little time to play, it's stressfull..bwa!! ("Ah poor little you..")

I went to Animecon2004 (in Holland) and it was great! So many cosplayers! (tho not all of them were good) There was a really cool looking Aya/Ran and Omi, and Chii. And MANY Final Fantasy cosplayers, too bad they only were from FFX(-2) (<--nice game, but annoying characters..) I bought too many things, and now I'm broke :3 Well, it was worth it, I bought 2 artbooks and a lot of manga's. Wish they had plushies there, but there only were some weird looking animal hats plushies. Ah well.